Laia (contrelesexisme) wrote,

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the end is the beginning is the end.

warning: this may turn out to be a pretty emo post.

So all the hoopla is over. Graduation was yesterday and I guess that means that I'm an adult. Summer will no longer mean anything to me. Everything will be work work work and It's obvious that, well, I'm not moving back to Puerto Rico. At least not anytime soon. I had a wonderful weekend with my mom, we went to Astral Plane for brunch, Mixto for after-graduation drinks, ordered pizza from Paolos, had beer from the foodery and even went to Morimoto. Morimoto is fucking amazing, I will dream with that tuna forever. But now its over. No more milestones. Just real life. I want to find a job real fast because the thought of working full time at H&M for the rest of my life makes me want to kill myself. Yes, I know that a job is a job and at least I have something to hold me over, but I had been so creative and now I'm a machine at the cash register. Everyday its the same thing really, crappy customers and returns, fitting room duty and closing time shenanigans. Im really not cut out for that. I almost cried when I put my mom in the cab today. I miss her. I love to spend with time with her. I hate to admit it, but Im a little afraid of everything that's to come. EVERYTHING IS SO UNCERTAIN. sigh. This is all for today. I just neeeded to get everything off my chest.
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